Thunderstorm

There's a thunderstorm
in my soul.
Raging in anger,
Howling with rage,
Without direction,
with no aims

There's a thunderstorm
in my soul.
Striking in madness,
Flashing with pain,
Pulsating fear,
Mixed with rain

There's a thunderstorm
in my soul.
Burning with hatred,
Lashing in shame,
Freezing hell,
Come my way

Demons.

Silence my demons,
Don't leave me to the beasts.
I'll be devour,
Devoid,
Empty shells by the beach.

Hush my demons,
Let them sleep in peace.
Else I'll be tormented,
Haunted,
Destroyed by their preach.

Muffle my demons,
Their sounds are drowning me.
I am smothered,
Suffocated,
Shadowed by their screech.

Calm my demons,
They are choking me.
Give me liberty,
Eternity,
Set me free.

Darkness.

In the darkness,
It's all silent.
Not a word.
Not a breath.
Nothing.

In the darkness,
I can't hear you.
Not your shouts,
Nor your cries.
Nothing.

In the darkness,
It's all hollow.
Like a void.
Like a blank.
Empty.

In the darkness,
I can't see you.
Not when you're near,
Nor when you're far.
Empty.

In the darkness,
Just leave me there.
In the silence.
In the emptiness.
Broken.

Our love.

Our love,
is magical
almost mystical

It started,
when I said hello
Can you help me?

He replied,
and thought
Who's she?

I'm a stranger,
in his midst
full of mystery

He's a stranger,
who's life
I just entered

It's been
190 days
since then

We're together,
stronger than ever
until the end

Regret

Regret
is the feeling you have
when you realized your actions
are not worth it

Regret
may be dark and sad
makes you hate tomorrow
as it hurts so bad

Regret
makes you hate the world
that you tend to forget
you're the reason why

Regret
is just your conscience
letting you know you are
just a human.

Bubble.

Has the red dot always been there?
Must be hidden by your books that were there

What is these smudges doing here?
I can't wipe it off, it's hard not to stare

What were you thinking
Leaving this much of space?
I feel like I'm drowning
In a bubble full of air

Is the room always this big
Without your guitar to strum to our jig?

I thought this couch is a little larger,
how could it make me feel like a kid?

What were you thinking
Leaving this much of space?
I feel like I'm drowning
In a bubble full of air

This room is full of memories
The ones you can't see
If only you could ever know
How hard it is to let go

Sandcastles.

It was a late summers night,
we sat under the fairy lights
You took my hand and said to me,
"Hey baby, come and dance with me"

As we spinned and twirled
So fast we could hurl
The owl then said to the tree
"Dear tree, dear tree,
Oh how I envy,
I wish I have someone for me"

*That was back when it's all A-okay,
Now you're gone, far and away

**This is the spot where we shared our first kiss,
And there's the corner where I let you see me,
This is the kingdom where we built all our dreams,
Now it's all gone, like sandcastles at sea

Under the same fairy lights,
We made love till the late nights,
You touched the my lips, whispered to me,
"Don't let me go, oh never please"

As we trashed and turned,
It's like we could burn,
The owl then said to the tree
"Dear tree, dear tree,
Oh how I envy,
I wish I have someone for me"

Ne me quitte pas,
I chanted and begged
And like all the others,
you turned away

Scribblings.

Hey,

Just some quick updates since September.

My birthday was boring. And I got dumped. That's pretty much it.

I met someone who inspired me to write more stuff. Get my creative juices going.So I made poems. Songs. I will let you listen to one later.

In an effort to keep a record of all my writing, I will post on here the stuff that I made. If you're reading this, do comment on it. Let me know how I am doing. Critics are welcomed.