Diet.

Before I went to bed yesterday, I've downloaded a new app in my phone. It's call 'EasyDietDiary', and believe, it is really easy. You can key in details about what you eat and how many calories and shit like that. Now what makes it more special than the other crappy app that claims to be doing a good job in monitoring what you eat is that this app contains the list of food available in Australia and NZ. That means I don't have to struggle to key in the data, I just scan the barcode and *poof*! I got it.

So this morning, while cooking some congee for dinner since I'm going out for some haircut and grocery shopping, I went around my kitchen and just snap on the barcodes of the food that I've eaten. One word: Amazing. I am so excited over the fact that most of the things in my kitchen are recognized by the app, and if they don't recognized it, they offer you to add into their food library. This is so awesome.

However, I still have to keep in mind that I can't lose weight with just that app. I need to put in the effort, and have motivation to keep on going until I reached my ideal goal: 60Kg. Don't try and guess my current weight, I'm really heavy. Especially after I let myself go quite often this year. To be honest, I'm scared of going back to who I was before. Big, fat, heavy, and I just felt like a blob all the time. So now, every time I look into the mirror, I'll be like... "Oh God.. Why Lily.. Whhhhyyyyyy..."

So let's hope that this time, my diet plan will work. I have my calorie figure that I need to adhere to, I know I need to do more exercise and I will do more exercise. I will change, for the better. Not just because I want to be thin, but I want to be healthy. I want to feel good and look great when slipping into a beautiful dress, knowing that I didn't starve myself to get to that point. Let's just see how it goes.

Anyway, till then.